the sourcerer: Twice shy.

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Twice shy.

My family is scattered, and it has been so for many years - since the death of my father - who was the glue that held us together. So I find myself celebrating Christmas on my own,

or with families who are not my own.

Someone once told me that the world is divided into two types of people. He said to me you have the pigs and you have the wolves. So it was that this Christmas, I found myself in the company of a clan of wolves. Tall, lean, long of limb, straight of nose.

Beautiful creatures.

A little boy popped up in the fig tree next door. He whistled and he growled. One socially challenged, medium sized pig longed for a time when things could be that simple.

Merry Christmas, belated.

And happy birthday to my Ouma Eva.

You are missed!

2 comments:

Marie said...: You're a pig? Really?; December 26, 2013 at 11:24 AM
the sourcerer said...: I am.; December 26, 2013 at 11:34 AM

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